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| 06:45pm 06/05/2009 |
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mood:  contemplative
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Ignore, this is a to-buy list for myself. Trying to figure out crap.
- foam pad for bed
- all-season tires
- get winter tires taken off
- new gear shift cable plus labor
- back wiper repaired
- winter rims
- new shoes for work
Probably going to try to budget shoes, shift cable and winter tires off first (temporarily using my almost-worn out all-seasons I have currently.) The rest can wait..
Have to..
-pay out $300 for car payment
-insurance: $70
-pay SMJ rest of my bill: about $120
BLEH. There goes my next paycheque. |
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| Fucked up dreams |
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| 10:29pm 01/05/2009 |
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mood:  okay
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Had a couple dreams that stood out to me last night..
I was an adopted daughter living with the mother and biological daughter in a big old house. It was haunted by an evil ghost boy who looked like a normal child except instead of eyes he had hollow black holes. He wanted a sacrifice and I volunteered myself as I was, after all, not her biological child. I remember being pinned down...
The other had a recurring event I get sometimes.. a big, grassy field with a hidden cavern along a rock wall. Inside this time, however, it was a crypt with three shrine maidens that tended to the preserved corpses in open coffins. It was like a shrine or something.. huge statues/idols guarded the entrance.. the dead were worshiped, given valuables that were strewn about their area and jewelry given for them to wear. The maidens were very friendly and elegant, showing me a tour of the place. It was dimly lit but very nice. Then I was taken to a room with an open coffin. It was empty. She forced me to drink this thick, creamy potion and told me they needed more bodies in their shrine. I was going to fall asleep forever. I became completely paralyzed and helpless as I stiffly fell in the coffin. I could only watch, unblinking, as she began adorning me with beautiful jewelry and valuable gemstones.
Weird, huh? |
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| 09:24pm 25/04/2009 |
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mood:  depressed
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Shoot me. I'm bored, lonely, and have no life. I can't even find anyone to talk to online.
Thought I'd try Second Life and the damn computer lags and when I tried to customize my avatar the old stuff stayed on it while the new stuff clipped through it. And even then THAT only happened when I hit randomize. Otherwise everything was blank and nothing changed. |
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| 09:58pm 13/04/2009 |
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mood:  amused
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Prowl is like the G1 Hound, in a way.. turned into a human, he stands outside fascinated by the touch of snow on his palm. :)
"There's no anti-lock brakes on these servos! D:" - Bulkhead getting used to his human legs
"Auto... ... men.. transfo-.. er.. roll o... let's just go. ._." - Optimus
Also, yeah: Bumblebee is black! :D
I'm such a nerd, the radio station was playing Boom Boom Pow by Black Eyed Peas and I get all :D! because at one point the lyrics go "I’m a beast when you turn me on
Into the future cybertron".
Oi. |
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| What Big Cat Are You? |
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| 11:00pm 09/04/2009 |
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mood:  calm
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| You Are a White Tiger |  You have a strong individualistic streak. You are unique and outspoken.
You have firm ideas of right and wrong. You will stand up for your unpopular beliefs with pride.
You believe that learning the truth is important. Even if it's ugly, uncomfortable, or awkward.
You give it to people straight, and you expect them to do the same. You can't stand ambiguity of any kind. |
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| Raining tears |
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| 09:14am 07/04/2009 |
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mood:  melancholy
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She scrambled herself over the massive damaged chest of her fallen comrade. Her arms stretched frantically around the Jeep's front that served as his chestplate, her breaths coming in panicked gasps. A headlight was smashed out.. the paint all marred.. the panels dented and twisted.
"Hound.." she breathed, her throat tightening with each passing moment. "You can't die.. not like this, not now."
No response. She fearfully craned her neck and cried out in sorrow. The lights were gone. His eyes were black. Lifeless.
"HOUND! I can't live without you.. I won't.. I'll die with you.. I won't leave you... " Her words were screamed out between her racking sobs. Her fingers dug into his body helplessly.
She laid her head against his chest and listened.
Silence.
Her eyes closed as hot tears seeped out endlessly. A loud dull thunk vibrating in the chest made her dare look again.
Beads of rain were falling in a rhythm on his metal body.
Plunk. Plunk. Plunk plunk plunk.
She watched the rain trickle down the curves of his armor, the beads collect and merge, covering him in a thin layer of water. The salt rain of her own body joined the tears of heaven as they bathed the Autobot's body.
Hound.. he always did like the rain...
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So what is this all about?
I was trying to get to sleep last night and couldn't. Like most people, I let my mind wander in hopes I'd drift off to sleep. In my mind's eye, I saw an aerial shot, panning away, of a girl laying on the chest of Hound, who was damaged and offline. She was crying in a fetal position as rain pounded down on both of them. The scene was so sad I felt tears spring to my eyes. I had a hard time shaking that image and thought that I'd write it down later. So here it is. |
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| Dreams 2 |
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| 07:03am 03/04/2009 |
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mood:  sore
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God, I get realistic "fandom" type dreams.
This time it was ReBoot. My parents sat me down while I was watching ReBoot and were crying and hugging me. They basically admitted that I was a computer program that they pulled from Mainframe so they could have a daughter to call their own. Apparently the method they used was breaking down and soon I would suddenly vanish back into the system. I didn't believe them and told them ReBoot was just a cartoon show. At that point the world around me warped and I could see the errors as my existence in the human world was losing its hold. The world stabilized again and I accepted the truth. I also remembered having an immense fear of Megabyte and it seemed he was also trying to pull me back. I hugged them and asked them lots of questions as I prepared myself to say my goodbyes to the world I thought I knew.
It was really realistic. Weird stuff.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ReBoot (for those of you who might not know wtf I'm talking about.)
P.S. I caught a cold yesterday. Miserable! |
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| 09:21am 01/04/2009 |
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mood:  grumpy
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This morning sucked. Seriously understaffed. Fuck the health board.
Also, fuck April Fool's Day. Thank god I sleep through it. Not believing shit anyone tells me today.
Fuck all y'all. Fuck the world. |
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| Dreams |
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| 06:04pm 29/03/2009 |
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I keep having a recurring dream of this dirt road that snakes through this evil forest. In them we're usually driving through it or near it. You have to keep moving and take the right path or the evil forces would get you. I've never clearly seen said forces but the fear is there the whole time and it's always dark as hell. I can't really convey how disturbing these dreams are. Sometimes near the path is like an old gas station and an old farmhouse or shack.
Ugh.
Been having dreams with Transformers lately. The other night it was movie Bumblebee walking through the town. Today there were a couple of them.. one of which was my personal favorite, Hound.. and I knew he was going to die and I remember running up a fire escape, slamming the door and collapsing into tears. :/
EDIT- Actually I;ll elaborate more on my dream, if only because maybe one of you will think it was a cool dream :P
Sletia16 (10:48:21 PM): dreamed a war was starting
TheRealRPGuy (10:48:28 PM): a war?
Sletia16 (10:49:16 PM): yeah, it was my fault for that one - it was basically the whole gi joe vs the transformers plot that dreamwave did a while back
TheRealRPGuy (10:49:29 PM): Ah... ^_^;; interesting
Sletia16 (10:49:48 PM): oh, yes, having an f-15 jet take off a couple feet from you is real interesting >>
Sletia16 (10:50:50 PM): being kidnapped by cobra is a fun thing >_>
TheRealRPGuy (10:50:54 PM): >>;; true
Sletia16 (10:51:18 PM): trying to call on my cell and the signal is blocked x.x
Sletia16 (10:52:23 PM): there was like, a bald black guy and someone else who were undercover joes with us, and there was this whole thing where w ewere gonna be trained to work with the decepticons, and I kept thinking "oh god the only cool thing would be to fly a jet ;-;"
Sletia16 (10:52:51 PM): kat shouldnt look up this stuff cause she dreams about it afterwards |
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| Heh. |
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| 12:15am 28/03/2009 |
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mood: calm
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Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
Anyone who knows me KNOWS that I'd totally do that.
...I'm not a bitch, I just have a knee-jerk reaction to bad spelling.. |
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| Movie quotes meme |
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| 07:11pm 19/03/2009 |
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mood: calm
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Okay, everyone: almost all have been found! Here are the ones you guys got:
1. You see this? This is a "Do whatever I want and get away with it" badge! -Transformers
3. What have we here, laddie? Mysterious scribblings? A secret code? No! Poems, no less! Poems, everybody! The laddie reckons himself a poet! -The Wall
4. Nobody cares for you anymore. You're tarnished and you're filthy. - Perfect Blue
6. Now you're king of the mountain, but it's all garbage!-Akira
7. Whoa, lady, I only speak two languages, English and bad English.-Fifth Element
9. Good shit, huh? It's good for two things: degreasing engines and killing brain cells. -Matrix
10. Come in, my child. We mustn't lurk in doorways. It's rude. One might question your upbringing. -Little Mermaid
11. I am turning thirty next week, and I just want to go home, and grow oranges. - Identity
12. Yeah, a landlord's dream: a paralyzed tenant with no tongue.-Seven
13. Uh, begin, commence, start moving... theoretically you have been racing for about forty seconds now, and so far Mr. Schaffer is winning because he's nearest to the door.-Rat Race
15. I don't want to be one of those things. Walking around without a soul. -Resident Evil
Ones that still need identifying.. I'll list them again, with a BONUS extra quote for each one. Maybe you guys can get 'em all now! ;)
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a) Roger me. Wilco me. Anything. Hello. Hello. Earth?
b) Would you like to beg for your lives? It sometimes helps... but not often.
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a) As Churchill said, "There comes a time when every man must..." Oh, you get the point!
b) I'm sorry, my dear. You're not one of us anymore.
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a) This room is... green. I wanna go back to the blue room.
b) I'm not dying in a fucking rat maze!
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a) What the fuck? What the fuck? You saw that right? That was real? What the fuck is going on?
b) Mother is God in the eyes of a child. |
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| Ah, what the hell. |
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| 03:28pm 12/03/2009 |
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mood:  sleepy
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Decided to do this meme:
1. Pick 20 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to IMDB and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them for everyone to guess.
4. No Googling / using IMDB search functions. That's cheating and it ruins the fun
Considering I watch very few movies, this will be a piece of cake for you... I tried to pick something identifiable but not something obvious.
1. You see this? This is a "Do whatever I want and get away with it" badge! -Transformers
2. Roger me. Wilco me. Anything. Hello. Hello. Earth?
3. What have we here, laddie? Mysterious scribblings? A secret code? No! Poems, no less! Poems, everybody! The laddie reckons himself a poet! -The Wall
4. Nobody cares for you anymore. You're tarnished and you're filthy.
5. As Churchill said, "There comes a time when every man must..." Oh, you get the point!
6. Now you're king of the mountain, but it's all garbage!
7. Whoa, lady, I only speak two languages, English and bad English.
8. This room is... green. I wanna go back to the blue room.
9. Good shit, huh? It's good for two things: degreasing engines and killing brain cells. -Matrix
10. Come in, my child. We mustn't lurk in doorways. It's rude. One might question your upbringing. -Little Mermaid
11. I am turning thirty next week, and I just want to go home, and grow oranges. - Identity
12. Yeah, a landlord's dream: a paralyzed tenant with no tongue.
13. Uh, begin, commence, start moving... theoretically you have been racing for about forty seconds now, and so far Mr. Schaffer is winning because he's nearest to the door.
14. What the fuck? What the fuck? You saw that right? That was real? What the fuck is going on?
15. I don't want to be one of those things. Walking around without a soul.
Blah, good enough. |
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